 A long time ago a girl was born. It was a cool brisk night filled with surprises. kender was in a hurry to be born. As quickly as her mother went into labor, kender was born. A baby girl, she was of bright red hair and emerald eyes. her eyes held a spark, a flame some had commented when they saw. A small sprinkle of golden flecks touched a girl's body even then. As a girl grew she watched, she learned. she was shy in many ways and silly in others. When she was but seventeen years she fell deeply in love with one much older than she. kender was young and foolish. Knowing not she let the One she ached for know of her interest. At kender's age she was nay taken seriously.
Oh but He did not ignore her. Nay His lips took kender's first kiss.Iit was a passion so hot it consumed kender. All she could think about was His touch, His eyes and this massive chest. kender saw Him fresh from the bath once. she will never forget the way His chest hair curled in lazy curls over His flesh. The soft human fur held just enough gold to shimmer in the dim lights. It took kender's breath. Aye she was so in love. As time moved on so did kender's heart. One day just out of the blue He told her good bye. It nearly killed a girl. she could nay sleep, nay eat. she would never be the same after that cold fall day. she will never forget His parting words. "Nay, He was seeing kender for all the wrong reasons." That day a girl fell to pieces. When the time was right and the moon was high in the nights sky. kender ran, she ran with all her luster as far as a girl could get. she wandered day by day, night by night, and year by year she wandered. she was looking for something anything to make a girl feel whole again. she was introduced to the D/s life sort of by accident. It felt right aye it felt very right. After a long while she took a Master, she thought This one would fill her soul and make a girl's heart sing again but nay. He was not interested in a girl's soul or her heart. He merely wanted a girl's feistiness in the furs. He feasted on her flesh daily. Then He too left. Then she met another, and another. The story grew old but the names were all anew. Then it happened. kender met One she was highly attracted to. His dark hair, His hungry eyes and full lips. ~she sighs at the recollection~ kender knew that He would have her heart. she did not give it, but He took it all the same. A few months went by then He too left. kender's heart broke all anew. The glue, the bond that finally had started healing shattered more to dust. she roamed a while longer in the D/s life. no matter where a girl was or how many people were there. kender always felt alone. oh she was flirted with often but kender would nay induce to the idea of giving herself away again. Then she happened to roam through the Tucuk plains. she happened to run into a camp of Harigga. she was captured by the girl's attire, the way they all seemed to be so happy, the way all the Masters and Mistresses were also in harmony. It was like a drug to kender. The more she saw the deeper her hunger grew.Tthen one day a Master Stryker came into camp on His huge steed. He noticed kender hiding in the brush along camp watching, listening, learning. He told her that day, she had until the sunset over the mountains the next day then a girl would be forced into His ko-lar or she could in fact join the camp as a kajira. It was kender's choice and she had but a short time to choose. kender worried, oh how she worried about the ko-lar. Part of her ached for her to throw herself at a Master's boots with her wrists crossed above her head and her eyes held low begging but she held off. It felt like an invisible vice around her chest making it hard for a girl to draw breath. A ko-lar? How could kender take a ko-lar? she had, had so many through D/s they never meant anything. What would make this one different? kender soaked in as many hours of camp as her eyes would hold open for. As the day grew later kender felt her resolve melting. Then a peppy girl came up to her and asked her one question that would change her life forever. "Why does kender not wish a ko-lar?" It made her mind swirl. A furious battle fought silently in her mind. her sister moonglow was right. "Why did kender not wish a ko-lar?" If it were as D/s then she has lived through it before. What if however it is different? What if it is where kender needs to be, where a girl belongs? As silent tears slid down her face kender walked through camp shyly that day and sank to the earth with her thighs held tight, her head held low and her wrist above her head before Master Hadassah and in a low and unsure voice begged a ko-lar. A smile on His face He placed steel about her neck that day that would change her world. Then welcomed her home. Home? Aye that is right. kender was in fact home. So on the Saturday, November the 19th, kender was in fact home in camp Harigga. Even though she is broken and her heart is still of dust, that dust glows and it burns hot to serve her home. she wishes to make her Ubar proud and to someday meet the One that will find kender's lost soul and dust shattered heart and put a girl back together once and for all. With all her heart she prays this night and day. HAI TUCHUK!!! |